相思红豆

红豆万古

--李永刚

一颗红豆
千余年读作相思

多少爱情故事
曾以你为名

悠远的传说中
闪过你鲜亮的身影

尘封的诗文里
蹦出你莹润的丰姿

你是远古惊艳的那一抹红
多少载黄土尘埃
荡不尽你风采熠熠

你是爱人不死的那一颗心
多少个转世轮回
诉不完你两情依依

红豆啊起相思
万古啊留芳名

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一颗红豆
--琼瑶

算来一颗红豆
能有相思几斗
欲舍又难抛
听尽雨残更漏

只是一颗红豆
带来浓情如酒
欲舍又难抛
愁肠怎生禁受

为何一颗红豆
让人思前想后
欲舍又难抛
拼却此生消瘦

惟有一颗红豆
滴溜清圆如旧
欲舍又难抛
此情问君知否

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忘了有多久，
不再相信相思红豆背后那浪漫的故事。
一颗颗，红红的心形豆豆，
丰腴的外表，饱满充实；
只可惜，
我再也不能说服自己继续爱它。
或许是永远，亦可能是因为我半途迷了路。

我迷惘，我懵懂；
我不安，我焦虑。

其实，潜意识里我还眷恋那份单纯的相思之情，
然而，却发现自己已失去了自然流露的真情。

Love of Siam

the award-winning movie had made my day
in a Sunday morning when i felt miserable and wistful

keep listening to the same song 'Only You' from the movie
in a foreign language which i have to understand the lyrics via reading the subtitles
but i am in love with the song
it's so overwhelming...that i can 'feel' it and it sort of 'touched' my heart
it is indeed a long-lost feeling=)

i doubt if i am being obsessed
with the pursuit of happiness in an incorrect way
being possessive towards things and people
being disengaged with real life
creating my own fantasy with the purest flawless love that may in fact never exist

i wonder
but i am reluctant to discontinue it

having religious belief that
being able to love and to be loved
is a life-long lesson that a lot of people choose to pass over

i am still looking for better reasons (if not some more convincing ones)
if i could find one
and only if i could find one...