*blank*

wish you a happy birthday
it may not mean a lot to you
well
it's just one of those days during exams period

i did not take my own birthday seriously
i mean
it's just as any other day
but have been thinking how to bring you a surprise
a small one will do
i met with a failure i think
but
that's all i can do
nothing more will be done
(and nothing less will suffice)

yea...
2 more papers to go
and my mind is seriously blank
have never felt so before
really no motivation to keep myself going
except for the fear deep inside the heart that seems less encouraging
no reason is known though

i will try
will try to do all i can

and the last thing
i miss home again
='(